Infertility

Some pink petals
From our wedding corsage
Dried today....

The foliage of the fir tree
We met first, where
Grew dark and heavy
Laid strew on the
Yellow grass
Burnt in the
Last summer
Today....

The ribbons of smiles
Also couldn't bind
The steps...
Going out
To return never
Today....

I pretended to smile
But tears rolled
Still unnerved
You didnt look
Back
Today....

But! The report
Saying, I could
Never bear your child
Did stop you
From loving me
Like before
Today....

Ah! and you wouldnt
know ever....
I faked the report
I never wanted you
To feel sorry
For the fact
You couldnt have
Given me a baby....

I still love you!!!

But u??????